sunday

ok well sun i drove to waco with my mimi cuz we were meetin me and jillians grandmother there so jillians grand mother witch is my great aunt by the way ahh could take my greatgrandmother with her so ya it was so sad knowing you werent there i saw abounch of like teenagers that looked like they could b ur firnds and stuff i was just so missrable bein there knowin u wernt lol so that was like my all day event there lol

mon     

today was my 1st day of work it was only half a day cuz they were showin me around and stuff but man was it crazy i was with the toddlers and while they were eatint hey kept throwin there forks so i had to pickem up and there was food on the ground so i had food on my pants and then i had to wah there messy mouths ahhhh lol and then it was nap time and u have to pat every kids bac till there asleep and when ur done with ur 1st 2 kids u go to the next till all r asleep and sis it was my 1st day i only had a half day boy am i glad but ya

tuesday

my 1st real day was ok i didnt get as much food on my clothes as the day bfor but it was still inky the day bfor a kids noise was runin like a foset dripin into his mouth it was sick  then after we fed them and stuff we had to wash there discusted faces lol then we put them down for there nap and u have to pat all them till there asleep then once they finnaly r u have to sit there for 3 hours and there was one lil gurl who u can tell she is younger then the rest but not by much but shez so hyper and wild she never went to sleep and the normal teaches ther just left me with her for the 3 hours striaght i have never been left alon with a kid that long lol and she through her shoes on me hit me sevral times pulled my haor and all this stuff then there was a table witht hese woodin chairs stacked on top of she nearly pushed the chairs over on me and stuff it was so crazy and oy was i tired after it lol and like i never got to eat lunch cuz if u dotn eat what they r havin then u have to eat when there asleep cuz they cnat c food that they cant have and stuff so i never got to eat cuz they just left me with all the kids and that wild lil gurl and i worked from 10-2 so ya

wed   

well all i did was lay back and injoy the day lol i made mac and cheese watch alot of tv there was nuttin else really enjoyin to do cuz ahh gurl it was so hard u not bein on ahhhhh but ya ok i was online on yahoo and i ahve had landons sn for like 2 years and not once has he sighnd on well that night he sighnd on and i was like so excited and stuff i was writnin all this stuff like hey its maddie hows ur summer man ur never on and stuff and then while i was typin he sighnd off outa no where so i was so mad then he sighnd bac ina nd i started typin agin and he sighnd off again and i was so mad i just wrote what i wanted to and then like sent it even though e wasnt on so ya that was my wed

thur  

well i drove to waco again it was so much sadder knowin u wernt there lol and we went to the same place to eat at and our waiter we had on sun was there and stuff and he so looks like the type of guy who would know u hez like really really young to b a waiter and stuff but he looks like ur age or a year older i just kept tellin myself to ask him if u knew u lol  but so my cousin holly jillian sis came home with me from waco and is stayin till mon shez gona ride a bus bac the gray hound i think lol shez kinda scared and stuff but ya we have been swimmin and makin mac and cheese watchin cross roads and stuff tonight were goin to get a snow cone and 2maorw were gona go to this circus type thing man gurl do i wish u were here and i was just in waco yesterday i mean ahhhh ur home and i was there it stinks but thats so far

thursday/friday!!!!!

gurl i made through out the week man i cant belive it its fri 12:05 and ur commin home today man i am so happy if u saw my xanga u hsould no thats my way as a homecomming party for ya lol i luv ya so much and u have missed alot in my life this week lol but u cna catch up i promise but u do not no hjow much i missed u i could sya it until the day i die and it still wouldnt b enough timez gurl i luv ya and ur never gona leave me again unless u beg ok luv ya so much ya just dont no call me and im me do me both ok luvz bye

~Maddie~

WENSDAY

gurl i am goin crazy but ya no what its12:31 am and its only one moreday and gurl i cnat even wait another day u do not no how hard this has been really ya dont ya no its been so bad really bad things have been goin on w/ susie and her bf and i have so needed advise for sum one cuz they broke up and stuff gurl i really need u more then ever and stuff i miss u lik no one noes when u get bac im never gona let u go lol but i know u need any VK u can have and stuff but gurl its just t0o0o0o0o0o0oo00o0 hard really i love u and missSssSssSSSSsSSsS YyYyYYyYo0O0o0O00O0o0O0oUuUuuUuuUuUUu   SSsSssssSo0O0o0O0o0O0o0O00O00  MMmMmMmUuUUuUuCccCcCchHhhH!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday

well today i had treatment it was ok and my aunt stoped by cuz my cousin wanted to come over and she stayed a while and we talked and stuff shez awesoem and stuff and i have been n this computer ever since u left i dont know why cuz ur not on i just like well maybe just 4 1 sec she will sighn on even if she sighns off right then it would b so awesoem man i cnat tell u how it feels to come get on this computer and u not b on u just dont no the feeling and i hope u will never have to feel it w/ any one cuz its bad!!!!!! and i hate it its only tusday and ur all i can talk about when ppl ask me how my break is i say bad im friend less cuz ur off in colorado for a week and there no one to talk to lol but dont feel bad u needed this trip u need any trip u can get and i understand but what u really need is a trip down here o and gess what the weirdest thing happend less then 15 mins ago jillian imed me and she had a new sn cuz once when i was on my bros computer i saw a sn and i asked spencer who it was and he sed jillian and she didnt even tell me she changed it and stuff but she imed and like the 1st thing she said was hey did u go to hilarys house and i froze and stuff and i wa slike yeah over christmas and she was like o0oo0 and i wa slike yeah and thats it i thought she was gona jump out of the computer and kill me i was so0o0o0o scared i wonder how she found out any ways lol but yeah thats the biggest thing that happend today adn so far all week lol hurry home im dying w/ out i wouldnt b surprised if billy already comited suicide lol luv ya tons bye

MONDAY

ok today welll this mornin my mom woke me up at 9 and i have no idea she just walked into my room and sed r u awake and i was like no0o0o0o lol and then i tryed goin bac to seep but couldnt so i went down stairs and saw what the boys were doin they had been playin halo none stop every 3 hours they would play halo then poker halo then poker and they hadnt gone to bed once lol then i got bored came and got on my computer  for about a hour or 2 then i was really tired cuz i didnt go to bed till like 3 or 4 so i went bac to bed and the boys were bein so loud  but i finally fell asleep and was asleep for 2 hours then thomas woke me up and i wa slike ahhhh what do u want and he was like wheres ur mom i was like how should i know so he made me go find her but she was asleep lol and he was like o0o0o then i went down stairs and ate and stuff then they left and i wa sso0o0o happy then i wa son the computer alot today then i went to the mall and i was in aro and u will not belive what song was playin in there man i was like ahhhh any song but this but it was ur song on xanga and i was just like ahhhh any song sept this and it made me think even more about u lol so i walked outa there and stood out side and like a cople mins l8er i walked bac in and the song had just ended lol but yeah i miss u so0o0 much and its only mon ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but im sure billy is probly  miss u the same as me cuz i would kill him if he missed u more lol luvz bye